A Process Coming to a Close

I sit here, unable to sleep tonight. For the past 2 nights, Spiritual Attack has been so intense it is almost too much for me to bear. My frequency goes so high in return that my whole being vibrates. There's not much higher a human being's frequency can go and stay on this side of the veil. As I wrote in an earlier hub, this is not the first time I have lived through this scenario. The ending of it all is much too familiar. However, this time is different. I Know in my heart and soul that it is the last time I will have to endure this process. It is the last time I will have to be the example to this country of what they are doing and what they have coming in the future.

In two days, my February rent is due. There is no money to pay it. Today, I paid twenty dollars on my utility bill because I didn’t have the money to pay the entire amount due. I am a stickler for paying my bills. Before this Journey started for me in March of 1998, I had not ever missed a payment on a billing statement for over 20 years. That is from the time I started living on my own. God requires that I live out the life that people have chosen for me.

Yeshua told us, there is no greater Love than to give up your life for a friend. Still, giving up your life for anyone is not easy. Love is a great thing and it overcomes so much. It carries us through the most difficult of times. There are people who had the power to give me a stable job. They delayed and wouldn’t bless me with even the most menial of position. The people who did provide me employment over these past 13 years, did so with the mindset that if I did not “mind” they would just let me go. In reality, I should have been their boss. Never would I have treated anyone as poorly as I have been treated.

God is very good to me. He continues to Promise to Stand by me until I come Home. Without a computer to work on, I won’t be able to complete work that is required for my existing part-time job. I won’t be able to complete any work for the online job I have just gotten that hasn’t provided me any assignments yet. It is a catch22. Without the access to a computer I cannot have even the minimum income that is available. Without the income there will be no more life. And the income I do have isn't enough to pay the rent! The people of the State of Washington have failed, just like the people of Georgia failed. It's all coming back on you.

As with the scenario I lived out in Georgia, the country will again flounder economically. Upon my death, it will signal the coming death of the United States. It will not be an immediate death because my death has taken years. My body is beaten to a pulp by the actions and attitudes of people. The pain of nails through my feet and wrists exhausts me. Since my death will be an untimely death, the death of the country will also be an untimely death. Although it may appear like a death to you, I will walk from this life to the next when it is time to go Home. Not one of the people who was to put a stop to this for me has kept their commitment. This time when I pass over, God will not send me back to help this country to continue, to help my family to get through, or to help the mankind Christian church to survive.

Once the United States begins to founder economically again, it will throw the world into economic collapse greater than before. Whether anyone wants to acknowledge it or not, there is no country in the world that governs the quality of life on this planet like the United States. That will never change. With the death of this country will come a grueling death for this earth. Like the slow methodical death and extinction of the souring eagles. I am weary of it all. So get what you can out of translating this one, because I don't have the energy to give you anymore.